Well, no not all guys are jerks. But it's not as easy finding good guy friends these days. I am so glad to have met these five boys, and developed such great friendships with them over the past couple years.





SHAUGN- What can I say, you're the best fooo! You are nice and funny and mucho suave xP Haha k but seriously, you are one of the nicest fucking people I've met. You're a kind person, and you're funny even without having to be an ass. Whenever I feel like shit, you can say the simplest silly things and then I'm happy all over again. Love you.

JONNY- One of sweetest kids, ever. You make me feel special, and I hope I do the same for you. Because you ARE fucking special. Atleast to me :] Thanks for talking to me everyday.. whether it's on AIM, by texting, or by calling because my conversations with you totally complete my day! The things you say just make me smile :DD

CHRISTIAN- Oh maaan, you are so fucking AWESOME! Ahah damn I wish I can see you A LOT more often because you're an great person to have around. You are so hilarious, you can make walls crack up. Talking to you always puts me into a better mood. Thank you so much for being SUCH a great friend. <3

ANGEL- Damn what would I do without you? Seriously! You're one of the few reasons why I actually liked moving away. Because if that never happened, I wouldn't have been as close you as I am now [well, not physically :P] You're a fun guy, and the same time, you're there to listen to me when I'm down and help me out. THANKSS :]]

FAIZAN- Wow, you're amazinggg. Dude you're sooo freakin nice; you're very generous and very sweet. I know I can count on you to cheer me up. Also, I'm very sorry that whenever you talk to me, it's always when I happen to be busy :/ I'll make it up to you. And you're still the coolest, I swear :] I also promise that I WILL finish that hack.

*This entry is NOT directed towards any specific person*

I hate it when people try way too hard to become your friend.
I dunno... it's just really uncomfortable and annoying as hell.
If I don't like you, it means I DON'T LIKE YOU, get over it?
I'm very well aware that I can be such an ass at times,
but it's not like I do it just or the sake of being an ass.
I have my reasons why I don't like certain people
& no, I don't have to give anybody my reasons so don't ask.
I wish I can be more like the kind who's nice to everybody,
including people that I dislike. But sorry, I'm just not like that.
Remember though, it's rare for me to dislike anybody.


Anyways, let me write about something more positive...
I was thinking about things that I wanna do annually, haha.

1) Every Spring break I have, I'll visit King & my old teachers there.

2) Whenever it's Marshall's last day, we'll all go to Glendale.

3) Going to AIDS walk every year, [unless I have nobody to go with.]

4) Spend Thanksgiving with my best girl friends.
I've been doing this every year, I hope they haven't forgotten though.

5) Go to a theme park atleast once a year.

I'll add more later on?

Justine enjoys change, yes? Haha well let's see what's new...

Uhh I love the month of October. Lotsa things happening!
There's like 394872384729 birthdays I know, andd uhhhh
well this special thing that happened in October of 2005;
I'll forever remember it. <3

Anyways, I Britteney's mom and I threw a surprise party for her,
like last weekend. Oh my god it was soo much fun! Hahah..
Good seeing everyone again, especially Christian & David.
I rarely get to see those two. And I FINALLY met Christine.
Hehe, she was cool. We both slept over at Britt's house.
Sucks though that a few couldn't make it. Maybe next time?

Also I cannot wait for next weekend! It'll be busy but fun.
Well I expect a shitload of homework, as usual.
Then Saturday I'm gonna go to work. But Sunday...
WILL BE SO MUCH FREAKIN FUN! Gonna do AIDS walk,
with Shaugn, Angel, and whoever else is going with them.
Then right after that, I'm gonna see Boys Like Girls.
It'll be amazing. :D